What do you want?

I didn’t have any internet service all day yesterday!!ha. i was laughing, because I felt like my life was disrupted in my quitting and by not having internet, it was like being forced not to “reorganize” back to my old way of living.

I keep getting instruction to stay close to Jesus, to stay in constant communication and prayer.

It says here in Chapter 31 of A Course in Miracles:

“There will be some confusion every time there is a shift, but be you thankful that the learning of the world is loosening its grasp upon your mind. And be you sure and happy in the confidence that it will go at last, and leave your mind at peace.”

That’s what I felt like yesterday, like, Oh God, what have I done?

But I keep feeling this total peace wash over me.

I was totally happy, like giddy.

I was looking at the idea of the “collapse of time” and the whole idea of even time moving. It’s really mind-boggling to me. Have you ever thought about it? That you are moving through space and time?

It’s the wackiest idea ever.

I was thinking how I already had ideas in my mind that I would work the factory job till Christmas, and then January would signify a new beginning for me when I would begin to focus on teaching A Course in Miracles. I had an idea that January would be the starting point when I begin being a full-time minister of God, inspiring people, getting people excited about God, and doing only that.

So … here’s the fun part. If the idea already exists in my mind as a possibility, then it totally is available to me now, right?

Can you see what I am saying? Why wait 8 weeks of doing work that makes me unhappy, if I know that in January I will be doing work that I love. Why not just snip out the 8 weeks and let it be January now????

isn’t that amazing? It’s January now for me. I just cut 8 weeks out of my life. I skipped right over it. And I don’t have bloody fingertips, destroyed by packing tape! What a miracle!

I love it. Can you see what this saying?

i remember Greta telling me years ago when the first laptop computers started to be available in the 80′s, and a friend of her got one, and everyone around this friend was jealous that she was able to afford one, but Greta wasn’t jealous, BUT WILDLY EXCITED, because if it was possible for her friend to get a new laptop computer, then suddenly it was totally possible for Greta to get one too!

Rather than be jealous, she was excited.

You see? If a possibility exists in your mind ABOUT ANYTHING, then it is totally possible for you to manifest it in your own life.

So, if I could already see my life in January, then it’s totally possible for me to live that life today. That’s why the miracle doesn’t take any time.

You can actually throw yourself into the future – 6 months, a year, 10 years – and go to that point today. That’s true teleportation.

Look at where you are in the future. See yourself. What are you doing?

For me, my goal is God.

My goal is to eventually let go of everything in this world, and usher in a new world by showing people how to think differently, inspiring people.

So, if this already exists as a possibility in my mind then it’s totally possible for me … now.

if I can think it in my mind, i can do it.

If I already imagine a world of peace, then it’s already accomplished.

If I can already imagine a place where I am perfectly happy and safe and free, then it’s already accomplished.

I may not be specifically aware of the means to accomplish that goal, but i can stand at the end point where the goal has been accomplished.

and then bits of time get snipped out. The means are given.

I hope this makes sense. This is where you see that time is not sequential.

Go to your goal. Go to the place where you are living perfectly the life you want to be living – where you have no problems, where you are happy, where you are doing what you love. Go there today. Stand in that place where your goal has been accomplished. Most people have never even entertained the idea of WHAT DO I WANT? and that’s the real reason they seem to wander along aimlessly, because they have no idea of their goal and no idea where they are going.

What do you want?