Comments on: Lesson 58 http://gorgeousforgod.com/2008/02/27/lesson-58/ Inspiration - Healing - Transformation - A Course in Miracles Fri, 27 Apr 2012 01:12:54 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.2.1 By: Jayme Longson http://gorgeousforgod.com/2008/02/27/lesson-58/comment-page-1/#comment-1945 Jayme Longson Fri, 01 Aug 2008 04:10:25 +0000 http://gorgeousforgod.com/?p=218#comment-1945 Hi Lisa, Dear One, I so appreciate your email to me.. and thankyou for you only give... yeah 7 years.Today is a day where so much has come to me.. earlier I gave up tv and then took it back. Last night I could not fix the cable one more time, I gave up, I have never been willing to call the landlord and the cable tech has actually been here to hook up my computer and i never thought to ask him for a new connection. I even have a friend whose husband worked for the cable company and have not gotten it fixed. So last night I see I was on the floor like an addict trying to get my fix.. more masking tape.. more wire, more anchors... then I got it. I just quit.. I heard God today, yesterday was my 7th year without alcohol, now it is time for tv. My sobriety date will be easy to remember that way. So there it is... commit to God. Tv has been my HP for so long... not any more.Just for today. I have been abstinent from fire-fighters / relationships for 5 years now as well. I just committed to work on myself..who was I? After so long with men as my savior, well since 2001 I have been living my relationship to God and me... I did not know either one of us... truly. I came to see that a commitment is doing things because i want to do them and doing things when i don't want to do them as well.. that was a lesson a long time coming.I remember MT saying " I am willing to turn my will and my life over to the care of God as I DON'T UNDERSTAND HIM. That really woke me up. Lisa, anything that I can help you with or give you I'm yours... I love you, truly Jayme Hi Lisa, Dear One, I so appreciate your email to me.. and thankyou for you only give… yeah 7 years.Today is a day where so much has come to me.. earlier I gave up tv and then took it back. Last night I could not fix the cable one more time, I gave up, I have never been willing to call the landlord and the cable tech has actually been here to hook up my computer and i never thought to ask him for a new connection. I even have a friend whose husband worked for the cable company and have not gotten it fixed. So last night I see I was on the floor like an addict trying to get my fix.. more masking tape.. more wire, more anchors… then I got it. I just quit.. I heard God today, yesterday was my 7th year without alcohol, now it is time for tv. My sobriety date will be easy to remember that way. So there it is… commit to God. Tv has been my HP for so long… not any more.Just for today. I have been abstinent from fire-fighters / relationships for 5 years now as well. I just committed to work on myself..who was I? After so long with men as my savior, well since 2001 I have been living my relationship to God and me… I did not know either one of us… truly. I came to see that a commitment is doing things because i want to do them and doing things when i don’t want to do them as well.. that was a lesson a long time coming.I remember MT saying ” I am willing to turn my will and my life over to the care of God as I DON’T UNDERSTAND HIM. That really woke me up.
Lisa, anything that I can help you with or give you I’m yours…

I love you, truly

Jayme

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