Comments on: Lesson 83 http://gorgeousforgod.com/2008/03/24/lesson-83/ Inspiration - Healing - Transformation - A Course in Miracles Sat, 28 Jan 2012 18:08:22 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.2.1 By: JAYME LONGSON http://gorgeousforgod.com/2008/03/24/lesson-83/comment-page-1/#comment-2475 JAYME LONGSON Mon, 25 Aug 2008 12:32:49 +0000 http://gorgeousforgod.com/?p=272#comment-2475 Good morning, Lisa. hi, here i am wondering what God has in store for me today.Yesterday Iwas given a day of gifts, joining a friend in recovery and we sat and had coffee and while driving home to my place, I pointed her in a new direction and she exclaimed, Oh I have never been this way before...! I burst out laughing and shouted "Yes I KNOW"!!!!!!!!! AND then the drive home was one joyous moment after another. I went to get out of her jeep and I could not stop hanging on the door laughing... By now it is noon and during my morning clean up I had was thinking about the feeling i am having about... I am moving..and wow what was I going to do about my computer.. how was i going to move this big old dinasaur... and the smallest thought is there, sure would be nice to have something smaller.. it was almost imperceptible. Shortly after I arrived back home, my email pops up and it is my friend.. the subject box reads: RE: want a computer? we have two laptop computers, my husband just brought one home from work. So after I take the pictures off , you CAN HAVE IT!!!!!!!!!! LOOK AT THAT. WILL YOU JUST LOOK AT THAT. THE ANSWER COMES WITH THE PROBLEM... WOW... I AM OVER THE MOON AT THIS POINT. EVENING: here is my commitment around 'special relationship' rearing its ugly head and it is not even 8pm.. oh now here it is as I am writing, live like I am going to die at 8pm... I am in my codependent hell of my own making and God has sent me a brother that I am learning everything about having a relationship blessed by God. One that is free of me and my old patterns.. with an opportunity to move thru them... the operative word.. move, and then really it is stand still and be undone. This Dear One, seems to find a thread in my chainmail and I look and see that he has it... I make the choice everymoment to stand there... he starts pulling the thread and I am letting him. For the first time in my entire life I am willing to be naked in front of my brother..and yet within hours, I have woven another chainmail vest over my heart.. and now if he does not see the thread right away, I leave it sticking out for him, even if I have to start picking at it for him to find it.. I , in turn , am doing the same for him... he shows up with his chainmail and now he gives me a thread and stands in the Undoing. wow lisa wow, Jesus, who is with me always, sat on my bed last night and said this is the time to let me do the undoing of all the known and the unknown.. and he walked me thru my life.. as I cried and sobbed and let go.. just keep surrendering and Lisa I could hear you say... go, girl, it is only energy... GO I love you like there is death at 8pm ...Jayme Good morning, Lisa. hi, here i am wondering what God has in store for me today.Yesterday Iwas given a day of gifts, joining a friend in recovery and we sat and had coffee and while driving home to my place, I pointed her in a new direction and she exclaimed, Oh I have never been this way before…! I burst out laughing and shouted “Yes I KNOW”!!!!!!!!! AND then the drive home was one joyous moment after another. I went to get out of her jeep and I could not stop hanging on the door laughing…

By now it is noon and during my morning clean up I had was thinking about the feeling i am having about… I am moving..and wow what was I going to do about my computer.. how was i going to move this big old dinasaur… and the smallest thought is there, sure would be nice to have something smaller.. it was almost imperceptible.

Shortly after I arrived back home, my email pops up and it is my friend.. the subject box reads: RE: want a computer? we have two laptop computers, my husband just brought one home from work. So after I take the pictures off , you CAN HAVE IT!!!!!!!!!!

LOOK AT THAT. WILL YOU JUST LOOK AT THAT. THE ANSWER COMES WITH THE PROBLEM… WOW… I AM OVER THE MOON AT THIS POINT.

EVENING: here is my commitment around ‘special relationship’ rearing its ugly head and it is not even 8pm.. oh now here it is as I am writing, live like I am going to die at 8pm… I am in my codependent hell of my own making and God has sent me a brother that I am learning everything about having a relationship blessed by God. One that is free of me and my old patterns.. with an opportunity to move thru them… the operative word.. move, and then really it is stand still and be undone. This Dear One, seems to find a thread in my chainmail and I look and see that he has it… I make the choice everymoment to stand there… he starts pulling the thread and I am letting him. For the first time in my entire life I am willing to be naked in front of my brother..and yet within hours, I have woven another chainmail vest over my heart.. and now if he does not see the thread right away, I leave it sticking out for him, even if I have to start picking at it for him to find it..

I , in turn , am doing the same for him… he shows up with his chainmail and now he gives me a thread and stands in the Undoing.

wow lisa wow, Jesus, who is with me always, sat on my bed last night and said this is the time to let me do the undoing of all the known and the unknown.. and he walked me thru my life.. as I cried and sobbed and let go.. just keep surrendering and Lisa I could hear you say… go, girl, it is only energy… GO

I love you like there is death at 8pm …Jayme

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