Lesson 145

My mind holds only what I think with God

(129) Beyond this world there is a world I want.
(130) It is impossible to see two worlds.

This is so true. I want the peace of God, and only that. I want the world that is beyond appearances, beyond what my body’s eyes perceive.

It’s impossible to see two worlds. Either I’m in Heaven or I’m in hell and I choose where I reside by every thought I think.

The “miracle” occurs in this splendid moment. It’s not in the future. It’s right here, right now, as you read and as I type.

There is no where to go, and there is nothing to do.

If something needs to be done, I will be told specifically at the appointed time … so I don’t have to worry!

It used to be that I could plan for the week ahead. At a minimum, I knew what the next day (or week, or month) held out for me, but I have lost that ability entirely. I have zero idea what the future holds for me, and it’s marvelous. I’ve been forced into a condition of God dependency! I used to think that I knew what “God dependency” meant, but this, WOW, this is a whole other ballgame. To simply let this shining bright moment be all there is, and not be concerned about anything else!

My mind holds only what I think with God.

This is something else entirely!

I’m here, right now.

Here I am, Lord!

The time factor is getting shorter and shorter for me. I used to be able to plan for a year in advance, then it was a “month by month”, then it was “week by week”, then it was “one day at a time” and now I don’t even know what will happen in the next minute! I have no idea! I am finding that I can’t even plan “step by step” anymore.

It’s all been taken away from me, and I love it. Consider the lilies. They neither spin, nor toil. All I can do is stand still and listen and let the Holy Spirit move through me. Wherever He wants me to go is where I want to go.

I don’t want to do anything anymore, unless it comes from Him.

And whatever He wants me to do, I WANT TO DO!!! Happily!

This is the place of the most concentrated brilliant power, here in this moment, not doing anything except being WILLING, PRESENT and ALERT.

Knowing this, what could I possibly be worried about??

I’m here, now.

I’ll be told what to do.

I don’t have to worry or be concerned about anything.

I’ve never been in this place before and I’m enjoying it immensely.