When God showed me where you were sometime in the middle of the year… I wasn’t even doing the lessons and had not for years. But I had come to my end… literally. This abyss that was swallowing me up, in AA is called a ‘bottom’ and I had been in them before but not like this was. I know the characteristics of a spiritual bottom… and then I found you. You have saved my life. You have helped me more than anyone on earth.

I have started to do what you talk about… reading aloud. And when I can remember to do it it changes everything. I cannot have a whole dialogue going on in the background of my no – mind and read aloud too. It is amazing.

I have also started to feel a love for the course like I never ever dreamed possible. The Urtext of ACIM is simply glorious. The text when I read it with you in the classes is out of this world beautiful. I hear The Master Teacher and when He gives His bible class I weep with the love and innocence He has returned to my mind. I am whole and perfect as God created me … and now I know so is everyone else.

To have the past erased, never mind wiped clean it is just gone and was never there adn the future is not even a thought … it is in this present glorious moment that God is here with me and that I know I am His Son, complete and healed and whole, shining in the reflection of His Love.

There was nothing to forgive or be forgiven for, it was just a dream… and I am soaking in the air of LOVE. Heaven is without contradicition. Here and Now.

I love you, Lisa. You are a bringer of life…what a Teacher of God.

thank you

gem