I am not a body. I am free.
For I am still as God created me.
(191) I am the holy Son of God Himself.
“In silence and in true humility I seek God’s glory, to behold it in the Son He created as my Self.”
Yes. Yes. Yes.
It’s true. It’s all I seek. To glorify God and seek His Love, and extend that light to everyone and everything. It was inevitable that something dramatic happen to me. When you seriously start shifting your mind, your world changes.
The other day while giving a talk on Chapter 13 (you can listen in the blue Talkshoe box) I said something that surprised me when it came out of my mouth. I said that your mind is already capable of being in the new place where there is only love, peace, joy and happiness. It can already conceive of its wholeness and perfection. Every person reading this knows of a condition where you can turn off your mind’s chatter and be in a space of peace.
But the difficulty is that the body is much denser than the mind and so it appears to take time to catch up to that space.
But what is happening, that cannot be seen with the physical eyes, is that as you hold your mind in the new space (and not waver), the body begins to de-particle-ize (is that a word?? It is now). You starts to transfigure. You suddenly are in the process of resurrection. Rising out of the low density up into new frequencies, entering into new worlds. The cells start moving, and the body start to disintegrate as it rises up to meet the mind in the place of love.
But here is what happens. Because you can’t see it, you think nothing is happening. So you bring the mind back down into the body, back down into thoughts of sickness and limitation. Doubt creeps in. You think “this is not working. nothing is happening.”
And this halts the process. Immediately, you start becoming solid again. Meanwhile, you were “THIS CLOSE” to shifting yourself into a brand new place.
I just demonstrated it, physically.
What’s wild is that the change seemingly came out of blue skies. There was never a problem with my marriage. We are terrific friends. He is a great guy. There was nothing leading up to the event that we would be apart. It was simply time for me to stand alone. I was ready for it, and the Holy Spirit rushed in. On Saturday (the day before the disruption), we went to Devil’s Lake – which is a beautiful lake here in Wisconsin – and it was the most perfect day of my life. I wrote in my paper journal:
“I have never known such perfection.”
And then this:
“I would love to own a house here. This is where I want to live. This is the place.”
And then less than 24-hours later – KA BOOM – everything breaks apart – and now I’m living in a huge 4-bedroom house with an in-the-ground swimming pool, 1/2 a mile away from Devil’s Lake.
Haha. The universe doesn’t mess around.
Ask and receive.
I’m typing from a 2nd story bedroom, looking out on green pastures and majestic trees. This is a miracle to me because I’ve spent the past 10 years living on ground-floor apartments, which I can’t stand. I love space and height and 2nd-story bedrooms with lots of light and windows.
I’m not sure how long I can continue living here, but that’s part of the adventure.
I’m here now. For this moment, this is where I live. No one can take this moment away from me. My dad wrote me yesterday and said: “Never lose the adventure of your ENLIGHTENED spirit. Enjoy yourself.”
We are being led, gently, step by step, into a new world. YOU ARE ALL COMING WITH ME, WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT. I’m bringing you all to Heaven with me because you are in my mind. That’s not a threat, but a blessing. I’m healing the chaos by allowing it to be gently swept away in my own mind. It’s not about teaching the message of Jesus to other people, but rather, to live Jesus’ message in your own life, to demonstrate love and joy in all of your actions, and to let peace encompass all that you think and do.
I’m allowing it to occur. I won’t halt it. Let’s keep going.
I feel like I’ve left ordinary laws behind. And now I am suspended in midair. I don’t know what will happen next, and that’s the exciting part.
My dedication is to not dip back down to where I came from, to not attempt to pick up the pieces. I don’t care about anything except the salvation of this world.
A Course in Miracles says over and over and over and over and over: the past is gone, let it go.
This is a real practice. To forget about events from yesterday or a year ago, and to constantly find myself in a new place … which is now.
I am the holy Son of God Himself.
Amazing, right? God is my father.
That’s it! What more do I possibly need to know? I am forever safe.
My father is God!
What could possibly frighten you? What could possibly frighten me?
Our Father is God.
It’s as if all my wires and circuitry of reacting/interacting has been removed and eliminated. Nothing bothers me anymore. I am happy. I suddenly find that my past habit of reacting to external events has completely disappeared.
It’s wild.
There’s nothing there. No thinking. No judgment. Just acceptance of things happening as they are happening, like I’m watching a movie with me in it, but it’s not affecting me.
I’M SIMPLY RIDING THE WAVE.
Going with the flow.
Letting events happen as they happen … and not reacting, controlling, manipulating.
This day is all there is and all there ever will be. There is nothing before this day and there is nothing after this day.
The other thing I am finding is that all disruptions create greater strength and flexibility. I am feel stronger than ever. I feel more flexible than ever. I feel a sense of freedom I have never know. The scenery is terrific.
It’s true the saying: “What doesn’t kill you will make you stronger.”
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I love you.
